>>blood.and.PAINFUL.memories<< [[.kouyami.]]

[x[ayme]x]

NO!!! NOT THE BABY!! PLEASE GOD NOT THE BABY!!!!

Seventeen year old Davin-Snædís Brynhilduar stumbled while she ran though the seemingly endless forest as the sound of her mother's last scream filled her mind. It had been a whle since her parents had been murdered, but it had haunted her everyday for the last 12 years.

She stopped at the pond in the center, falling into it, the water churning into a bloody pool around her. She crawled out of it, tears stinging her cut cheeks and hitting the ground, as she grit her teeth adn closed her eyes, the tears forcing themselves out of her voilet-red and gold eyes. She sat on her knees, her head bowed, tears rapidly staining the ground through the rain. She felt weak and she felt her i.d. bracelet burn her wrist as she transformed. The nekotoma just lay there, helpless, waiting for someone, anyone to find her. It had been a long time since the nekotoma had transformed, and she felt stupid, weak, and helpless as the rain pelted her body, stinging the cuts that graced it. The small cat shook her head, resting it on her front legs, refusing to look at her reflection. The hachimata was a horrible person. caging her in own section of the house. She hissed, a low, angry hiss before falling silent. She waited. Someone, hopefully another Bryhilduar, was bound to find the young biju and help her to get dry. She closed her eyes, and tried to ignore the pain she felt.

I'm just weak....this stupid curse always gets the best of me....the hachimata was right....i am an embarrasment to the family....just like the cat in the chinese zodiac....i am the cat of this biju family...how unfortunately stupid and ALONE i am.... she thought as she lay there, her black fur glistening in the rain, her green and slightly gold eyes closed, just hoping and praying someone would find her.



[[crappy post, gomen!! <3]]

[. >> ayumi <3]

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"Hey... did... Davin come home, yet? She isn't usually gone out in the rain like this unless..." the adopted-brother paused and clasped his beaded bracelet tightly as he lowered his head, biting his lower-lip. He was worried. He was afraid if he just added to the burdens of Davin's shoulder since he was the Isonade and her "brother". Further more, he didn't want to get too close with his older "sister", fearing that Davin might be locked into a cage, even though she already had it bad enough.

Still, Davin was his sister either way, of COURSE he had to care.
Kouyami jumped onto his feet and took a step forward, a small gasp escaping his lips at his shoes that slightly sunken through the mud. It was raining hard. Wh-... f**k! Don't you dare! This is HER f**kin' business, not YOURS! You're going to ruin your f**king chance of freedom. the other side barked. Kouyami flinched at his darker half's sudden shout of disagreement ,"B-But, Davin is... somewhere out there -- hurt."

Without another word, the Brynhilduar male jolted straight with his current belief in his instincts, trying to sense the Nekomata's presence somewhere ,"DAVIN!" he called out, taking some directions of where to go by his other half. His other half did not enjoy helping the boy into finding his sister for many reasons of a deep concern; however, Yami, his darker half, did somewhere deep, deep, deep down cared for Davin - way deep down.
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[x[ayme]x]

"DAVIN!"

Davin looked up at the sound of her brother's voice, wishing she could speak. The aura from her black and white i.d. bracelet was shining next to her as she lay on the cold, green, and soaking wet forest floor, the waters of the pond soaking her black fur even more. She felt stupid, knowing Yami, his darker side, would just laugh at her. She let out a painful growl at the thought of her brother finding her weak. She rest her head back on her front legs, and let the rain pelt her relentlessly, just like it had for the last hour or so. She felt stupid for letting her memories get the best of her again, and she curled into a little ball, looking even weaker. She closed her gleaming green and gold eyes, and just waited. I feel so....painful....so weak and fragile....like a piece of glass.... she thought sadly.

After only a few more short minutes, the rain began to stop. First, it turned into a lighter rain, then to a shower, then to a drizzly mist. Weakened by the rain and her memories and also her injuries, Davin remained in he rnekotoma form. She glanced up as someone entered the clearing by the pond, then lay her head down in shame when she saw who it was. Kouyami.... she thought sadly. She felt like she didn't exist to him because she was so weak.

[. >> ayumi <3]

[/i]. His one eye darted around the veiling mist and landed to a sparkling object - the bracelet! It was the one that Davin wore. He was sure of that, but that also meant his foster-sister was in the cursed form. Calculating sure made things easier for him as he noticed a black ball right on the ground[/color] ,"Davin! Are you okay?" Dang, of COURSE she wasn't okay.

"... You had me worried..." Kouyami softly spoke up, falling onto his knees as he crawled the black cat before him. It hurt to see someone he had cared like this, and Davin was right -- Yami, his darker half, was snickering in pure, relentless hatred for the cursed female. Afraid to do anything to hurt Davin, Kouyami stood a feet away, biting his lower lip ,"Davin..." he quietly called out ,"What happened?"
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