July Damon Kikelatami [complete]

[haruhi]

N A M E:
July "Ju" Damon Kikelatami
[July was named after the month of July, and the fact that she was born on the Fourth of July, this would also mean she was named after Julius Caesar, whom's name is where "July" came from. Her nickname is Ju, which is chinese for chrysanthemum, because her mother was two-thirds Chinese. Her middle name means "to tame", and her parents gave her that, because they thought if they did so, that they could "tame" the Spirit. This name was given to her a few years after she was born, and re-placed her original middle name, Karin, on the Birth Certificate.]

G E N D E R:
female

A G E:
14 [July 4, 1993]
[This is why she was named July, because she was borth on the Fourth of July -- an American Holiday.]

C U R S E:
Ghost of Darkness
[The Ghost, whom July calls "Atrum" (part of the latin word for Dark), is rather powerful, though not all-controling. It actually changes July's appearance when it takes over, giving a very red aura -- or a red glow(tint) to July. Its evil and sadistic.]

D E S C R I P T I O N:
Perfect air and rythem. Perfect eyes and voice... but a souless aura. July is a very beautiful girl - she has always caught the attention of many classmates, boys and girls alike - boys to crushes and girls being envious and jealous. But she has never taken much care to it... whether its the trigger of emotion or otherwise. She has cast, long eyelashes, with large brown eyes, that have an olive tint to them. Her long, brown hair nearly reaches her knees, and is cut with uneven bangs - and she sometimes ties it up into pigtails, or a ponytail. She is very skinny, and scraggly, and has almost perfect, tan-white skin. She weighs only around seventy-six pounds and her height just reaches four foot, six inches.

Her dressware is that of most young girls - she enjoys skirts of varies colours, and comfortable t-shirts with logos and such. She often wears skirts, and a pair of knee-high socks, with sneakers, and is sometimes seen dressing in more gothic-lolita clothing or just gothic clothing. She likes stripes a lot, but often doesn't wear them, because she is too embarrased. She likes bags in the shape of animals, which she often uses - and her favorite is her panda-bear backpack that has its ears pierced and a spiked necklace around its neck.

P E R S O N A L I T Y:
If you want someone funny, cute, and a shy gal - July is not the person for you. If one needed to compare July to something, it would be snow. Lifeless. And it will melt when everything has ended. July is lifeless, and walks through life as if it were just some kind of phase in the world... as if it will all melt away soon. Let me melt away... she can't help but think, Let it all melt away... like the snow in the spring. Let me melt away.

As said, July is very lifeless - you can always tell by the misty way her eyes are. Even so, she isn't quick to anger, but she keeps in a very middle-ground personality... which scares many people. She seems to be rather submissive, though she may put up a large resistance to other things. People don't understand how strong she can really be... when your not allowed to be happy - being strong is second best.

She is very careful of her personality, but also very laid-back. She is never happy, and always has a serious, demoted glare on her face - almost like a doll. She seems to use other people to her own will, though... and stays away from people. She gets very emotional though, very easily - tears are quick to come, and she'll have spats of insanity. Her classmates always use the "There goes July again." And her teachers want her to go to the Doctor, believing she may be suffering from symptoms of some disease, like epilepsy.

Even so, she is rather cute in her own way - and easily jealous of people who become her friends somehow. She is a little clingy... not wanting anyone to leave her, and is always using a thought of searching for someone just for her. She believes parents are useless people, and that they should just leave... she has a large grudge against adults, but tends to keep it to herself... but because of her jealous and posessive nature, she wants to keep her Father and Brother close to her as much as possible. If she left them, she believes they will forget that she exists. Although she can get loud, July tends to keep a low profile... trying not to be noticed. She is clumsy, though, and unable to swim - sometimes things like this get someone noticed.

H I S T O R Y:
Its not like there is any child in the world that isn't born for a reason - some are born to become actors or actresses, teachers or professors, or even the husbands and wives of those so chosen. Its destiny. Its what life has waited for them to do... but sometimes - maybe just sometimes, there are those born without an exact purpose. Oh, there is destiny... but even the most renowned fortune-tellers in the world couldn't tell those child's futures. This child has a destiny - but that destiny must be a tunnel-vision search... for if passed up, there is nothing else to look for.

On July 4th, 1993, a child such as that was born under the name of July Karin Kikelatami... a young baby girl born to loving mother, Ling, and a serious father named Kraig. The two were already parenting a four-year old boy named Hallow, whom was born on Halloween - which made the family filled with two children, both born on Holidays.

Now, July started off life just like anyother baby girl... in the arms of two loving parents, getting teased by a toothless brother, who was stupid enough to hit himself in the head with things or chew on stuff that wasn't so... chewable. The family was like a dream family - at-home mother, a father who owned a business, and one boy, one girl. A perfect family, even if they weren't rich. And they always lived by a certain rule from her mother... the story that Ling always told, a Chinese tale. "Where are you, the person just for me?" But... as time passed, the happiness seemed to become dangerous. And terrible.

It hadn't developed at young age, but on her third birthday... it grew. Yes, that - that curse. The one that covered the Kikelatami family had infected the dear girl to Ling and Kraig. It was two days after her birthday when it started... they were at an amusement park for her belated birthday present - when she began to get happier and happier. She was having so much fun... her parents were devoting themselves to her that day, even if it meant they could only go on the kiddy rides.

As she stood outside the bathroom - waiting for her father, while her mother and brother were taking a ride on one of the bigger rides... someone spoke to her. Maybe it was a 'something', but that was hard to tell. It came quickly, whispering in her ear, but instead her as well. "What's your name, little girl?" July looked around, but she answered the voice out loud; "July. Who are you?" "Me? My name is very long... you won't be able to remember it, Ju." "Its okay. Then I'll make a nickname out of it. Okay?" "My name is Phasma Phasmatis Ater Atra Atrum... if you need a nickname for that. Just call me Atrum." "Atrum... okay then. Where are you, Atrum? I can't find you..." "In your head." "My head? What are you doing there?" July asked, lifting a hand and touching her head, but pulled her hand away quickly... a burning sensation searing up her fingers, which made her eyes become teary.

"Destroying you." And the lights went out.

July awoke somewhere she didn't recognize... a small room of sorts, with an old-fashioned appearance. And there were people. Oh, yes, many people - all looking at her in odd ways and such. And as she rose, she could see better, her parents and brother sitting, together, near a far wall. Ling was crying, Kraig looked over more stern, and Hallow was clinging to Ling in a more frightened way then July had ever seen. Only three years old - and what was happening?

July was taken home a few hours later, and that night, Ling explained to her daughter... for the first time... that she was never allowed to be happy. Not allowed to show that emotion of happiness, and Ling attached a bracelet to July's wrist. It had a a metallic colour of purple... and she felt a distaste to it, but July took a few days to recouperate after the incident... before returning to her normal, regular self - all except that missing emotion. Happiness.

As July grew older... her brother began to drift away from her; calling her numerous names, such as a disgusting person, a monster, and other such things. He loved his sister - but he was afraid of her. Her father hated her, too. But he lived behind his wife, whom her son and husband in line. July began school, and everyone noticed her anti-social behavior. Her souless eyes... and when she spoke to people, she would lower her head, so that no one could see her eyes.

Her mother was the only one whom loved her, everyone knew that. And every year, on July 4th... her whole immediate family would put aside the hate and celebrate her birthday to the fullest. But, the day before July's 13th birthday... Ling had an accident. Her entire body was paralyzed in a car accident, and the Kraig, July, and Hallow all went to the hospital on July's birthday, and the Doctor told them that it would be better to pull the plug.

On July's birthday, her mother died.

There was no one left to protect July from her Father now, even though her brother wanted to protect her... he was too afraid. He could only stand by and watch as Kraig abused his own daughter. In his own way, he was making sure that the Ghost would never come back; "If your always in pain and suffering," he once said, "What is there to be happy about?" To this day, July is living like this... in an abusive home with her older brother and her angry father.

And still she dreams; Where are you, the person just for me?

O T H E R:

R O L E P L A Y S A M P L E:
[from Only Nightare; Isonade (

"Nana-cchi, stay here and look after the stuff, okay? I'm going to go talk to someone.
I'll be right back. Don't go anywere."

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The bright, cloudless day gave a very heavy air to the area... even if it wasn't exactly, so much, the summery-weather, meaning it was slightly chilly, it also wouldn't have been the best day to go swimming, and Nanami was thankful to Aro-Toryo for dragging her here against her will. Though, being the Kaijuu Estate wasn't the most brilliant thing she had in mind for today. And she really didn't have anything in mind today - so nothing was more brilliant then being here, clearly.

Nanami stood, leaning against a wall, it seemed to be the wall that ran around the outside of the Estate, and a bag and a box sat next to her, the bag was Aro-Toryo's, clearly, since it had his name written across it, and the box was filled with wood. That was what Nanami had carried in, while following Aro-Toryo to his next job... when he realized he had to do some sort of meeting with someone here, and they had to delay the little business trip. Nanami sighed, sliding down the wall onto her bottom, and sliding her legs out, running a quick hand through her blonde-white bangs, her long hair falling down her back and dusting the ground whenever she moved.

Today, she wore a pair of caprees, navy blue caprees to be exact, and a purple tanktop over a dark gray t-shirt, the logo on it poking out from under the tanktop. On her feet she wore a pair of sandals, and one bracelet was around her wrist. To look at her face, someone could almost think she was a life-sized doll... the emotionless, sightless, feelingless eyes stared around as if everything was nothing. That wasn't really how Nana was feeling, but it was just the way her eyes appeared. She had been born with such devilistic eyes.

"Come on, Aro-Toryo... how long are you going to be?"[/b] Nana groaned, rolling her head on the wall, as she closed her eyes, staring at the red-tinted skin below. She could hear her heartbeat above the sound of birds, and tried to drive the sound out... that sound... pumping blood through her veins. Just the thought caused something to stir in her stomach, but she quickly put out the flames, her eyes still closed, a soft humming coming from her vocals... a song anyone could recognize as the American's "Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star".[/color]
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P A R E N T S:
Ling Han Anacresa-Kikelatami(deceased)
Kraig Aragon Kikelatami(alive - business owner; very distant relative of the Kikelatami family. Only sharing last name.)

S I B L I N G S:
Hallow Ling Kikelatami(18, 12th grade High Schooler)
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