Post by . >> ayumi <3 on Jun 28, 2007 18:21:09 GMT -5
N A M E :[/b]
Kouyami "Kiba" Brynhilduar.
.>> known as "Kouya" or "Kou-Kou" (if eye-patch is on his right side);
known as "Yami" (if eye-patch is on his left side).
.>> the kanji for "Kou" would mean light as to the kanji of "Yami" would mean dark - "light & dark"
And as for his middle name, it comes up to the meaning of fang.
G E N D E R :
Male.
A G E :
14 years old .>> 14th of June
C U R S E :
Isonade - the third out of the nine.
.>> the young boy's curse consists of a three feet shark, not harmless unless provoked. The transformation unusually differs and determines on the side of which the eye-patch lands before transformation. If the eye-patch is on the right (and which the "light side" is taking over), the shark has black tips on its fins (a black-tip reef shark). However, if the eye-patch is on the left (and which the "dark side" is taking over), the shark has white tips on its fins (a white-tip reef shark).
If you are keen on the details, you'll notice that Kouyami's darker side's shark would be a centimeter bigger in height, and would pretty much weigh slightly more. Curiously, you also notice that the eye-patch would be out of sight (since it would obviously fall off) and an extra fin would be added to the species. How odd, right? But, if you find this cursed shark in water, it'll be hard to notice the three fins.
D E S C R I P T I O N :
Kouyami is a rather petite young boy at the height of 5'2", his weight of only 94 lbs would make you wonder if his family is forcing him to starvation. His body is quite lean and slim while his skin has a creamy white texture to it - an extra plus when it comes to exploiting his female-appearing features. Looking at his hair, you can see his hair is a very rich and dark shade of blue. His bangs fall over his eyes, layered and uneven whilst his side-bangs are longer (a centimeter below his shoulders); and depending where the eye-patch lands, he'll flip his bangs over his eye-patch for an obvious reason -- so his vision won't be bothered. From the back, Kouyami's hair is to his neck, naturally curled up (or slightly spiked upward) and layered.
Kouyami is one of those people with a really peculiar 'symbol' in his clothing and appearance. He is always seen wearing an eye patch (like the ones in the hospitals for a damaged eye). If the patch covers his right eye, his personality would be rather friendly and talkative, quite sweet, really. However, if his patch somehow covers his left eye... you better be on your guard! His personality will totally differentiate into the opposite of his "nicer" personality. A total shocker to those who meet his lighter side and then get to meet his darker half.
The boy's eyes are not similar in symmetry. To his left eye, it is wide and round, always presenting a warm and comforting feel to those who befriend him - this half of his eyes are always "cheery", per-say. And to his right eye, it is pretty different to its counter-part - putting off a darker and murderous feel. The shape of this right eye is slanted while the pupil of its golden orbs would be described to be cat-like, but with a more shark-like feel. The color of his eyes are a bright golden color, although his left eye is darker and slightly leaning to an "average-looking" eye color. Kouyami's lips would always be seen differently, a warm smile or a unwelcoming frown would be seen from time to time. Yet, there is one thing that would never change - his teeth. His teeth are formed differently than normal, his teeth would be utmost sharper; and most of all, no matter how much teeth he will lose, Kouyami's teeth would keep growing unlimitedly. You'll see a blue and silver bracelet hanging from his left hand. Kouyami's hands are cute and small compared to other teenagers, maybe a centimeter shorter at least.
The Isonade's taste in clothing are very much unique if compared to other average people. Many can see the boy wearing wearing 'gothic' or 'punk' type of clothing, he especially likes to wear hoodies with interesting designs and messenger bags with skulls on it. His pants are often decorated with chains and belts. Depending on where the eye-patch is put, you can distinctly see the difference in clothing. His lighter half's style is much more of a light goth and punk style, always sticking to the same tempo. Oddly enough, his darker side's style would be of a more casual, yet 'tough' wear, but it ranges dramatically from that style to a slightly heavy style of punk; he is commonly seen wearing long or baggy hoodies. Because he is the Isonade and would be destined to be put into a cage, Kouyami would be forced to wear a straight-jacket at most times within the household. Many of his relatives would fear that the young shark-lad would attack during a meal. His straight-jacket consists of three colors - orange, red, or blue, always easy to spot and see.
Toward his taste in footwear, Kouyami preferably prefers "flat" shoes of converse or vans. He has many styles of those type of shoes, many that is decorated with chains, safety pins, and buttons pierced to it. Although, at times when he isn't around school or the estate, he would wear roller-blades - his skates are bought, but disemboweled and put together all by himself, giving a distinct design to his skates that would not be seen anywhere. His skates are a color of navy, a jagged appearance on his wheels and the side of his roller-blades.
Hover-boarding? Ha, the poor thing owns one, but kept falling off, sadly. As for his dark side, Yami seemed to do pretty well on it. The two sides would undoubtedly prefer roller-blading over boarding any time, it seems. On the other hand, Kouyami keeps a hover-board in his closet in case his roller-blades suddenly decides to break. His hover-board is simply based on the same design as his roller-blades -- dark blue, jagged, and custom-made by him.
.>> Kouyami's counter-part has a strange liking of hats. He would wear various types of them, and would sometimes add his own flavor to them. 'Course, he has a distinct style that would put him away from those who would even dress closely as him. Most of all, he would be seen with fingerless fighting gloves.
The lighter half is always seen with a very childish and sweet face from anyone's point of view. His face is like that who may not even harm a fly or an insect. Practically, he would look like a perfect child. Kouyami would always have the smile placed on his face and seems to breathe the face of kindness with his light-hearted voice, which gives really the impression of a young, free-spirited child. Kouyami rarely frowns unless he is faking it - most likely, he would rather pout than frown.
.>> As for his dark side, named 'Yami', he has a face with much confidence, trust, and a maturer expression. His smiles are only to be seldom and resembles that of a sadist. Kouyami is most likely to be seen with an arrogant smirk whenever facing an interesting person within range. He gives the impression of a blood-craving shark or a seldom atmosphere. This half is not the kind of person who will come to help anybody in need. At anyone's point of view at first, Yami is just a blood-craving shark with an evil and dark aura who just has that feeling of 'killing'. His voice is only slightly deeper than his counter-part's voice, except that his tone of voice may be venomous and full of hatred. When this Kouyami speaks to the most trustworthy of friends, his voice has the utmost of loyalty and great insurance.
P E R S O N A L I T Y :[/b]
Kouyami is first seen as an odd youthful boy in school and outside. He has made friends and enemies (that is, enemies by his "other side") with that body with his. For those who do not know the lad, he stands out among the crowd because of his eye-patch and outlined blue hair. Some who befriend Kouyami are often mislead into thinking that he is a kind-hearted boy, an easy prey to take advantage of, but once led, they wouldn't have anywhere to turn back if they faced his darker side. Sure, the Isonade is actually pretty intelligent with two separate minds in one body. If the lighter half fails to understand one subject, his other half takes over and finishes for him. A rather good synchronization, but they do tend to argue in-though a lot if one doesn't think the answer is right.
Kouyami is an unusually cheerful, innocent, and a talkative young boy. He often gets along really well with just mostly anybody he would meet - a social-butterfly, to say; he is often mistaken for a girl because of his likeness, but is presented to be a good sport about it. Because of his childish and cute appearance (and short, too), he is also mistaken for a 12 year old (and possibly younger) boy or girl, so many people wouldn't take him seriously when he is serious (ha, as if he could ever be serious). Kouyami doesn't like to fight nor argue with people, and will admit defeat and loss just like that. If he somehow begins to grow to a certain person, he will be rather clingy, but his position as an Isonade prevents him to do so. He will only act like this when his patch is covering his right eye.
.>> The other side of Kouyami, named 'Yami', is pretty rude, sarcastic, and cynical, often depicted as a rather heartless jerk. This part of him doesn't get along well with other people, for he is rather anti-social; and yet, he seems gain lots of unwanted attention from many interested people. If you mistake him for a girl, he won't let it go easily, often bearing grudges. Furthermore, this personality may seem quite 'insane' and kind of 'crazy' because of his "craving for blood" attitude. Only the sight of blood could satisfy him when he is growing maniacal. When in a bloody fight or argue, this boy won't ever show his true strength, but would still come off pretty aggressive.
.>>The good quality about the darker half is that when he is losing, he won't give up no matter what, even if he gets beaten badly in it (though, this side of him is quite the genius and likes to make flawless strategies!); he has pride in what he does. Meaning that even if he hates to lose, he'll accept defeat if the outcome is obvious (he'll never be a sore-loser). If anybody is able to befriend Yami, that someone would be considered as 'worthy' of his loyalty and trust, and would get to see a side of kindness nobody has ever seen. Then again, he'll still act rude and arrogant toward his companions... He will only act like this when his patch is covering his left eye.
Of course, even the supposedly "tough" shark has fears. Kouyami, the lighter half, fears many things, in fact. He fears not being able to protect those he love, and most importantly is scared of dragging his loved ones down to the dark cage, meant for whomever who becomes close to the Isonade. To stop this from ever happening, he would run away. By "running away", the boy switches his eye-patch to his other eye, letting his darker personality "shoo" visitors away. Actually, even though he may never show it, he genuinely cares for his lighter half; and deep down, he is slightly protective of those whom Kouyami befriends, just slightly (but it still wouldn't mean that he would come help at a time of need).
Physically, Kouyami would appear to be weak and feeble, which he is, nothing like a shark. However, Yami, his darker half's strength, is dramatically stronger physically. Mentally, they both differ. A mirror-reflection. This also means that their choice of food are different. Kouyami rarely has his eye-patch off and had not shown the public his two eyes for the past couple of years. Although, even without his eye-patch, it seems as if Yami has more dominance of the body than his lighter side.
Everyone has talents. Kouyami has a flexible body and his petite frame helps a lot; you can say he has his own "rhythm" when he struts his dazzling flips. His tempo differs from time to time, being graceful or being slightly rough on the edges to fit the mood of the atmosphere and himself. He shows his talents mainly on his roller-blades. His love for roller-blading may be questionable, but his reason is pretty reasonable. To him, roller-blading is like swimming in the sea. Being a shark, of course he loves swimming, but roller-blading would give him a more 'edgy' feel. Amazingly, this boy can hold his breath under water for more than six minutes.
Natural instincts, provided by his cursed beast within him, is that of a navigational compass built inside his mind. He is able to interpret who and who isn't a Brynhilduar at any time and any moment of day or night. The purpose of this built-in compass is to find... human blood. However, this instinct is soon pressed onto the real shark in the game - Yami, after Kouyami's mind had suddenly decided to split into two.
H I S T O R Y :
Born during the midnight of the beginning fourteenth of June, the cursed baby boy was asleep in his dear mother's arms; however, he transformed into a feet-long shark. The male shark's eyes snapped open, in realization that it wasn't able to breathe. Long before his parents realized that their son was cursed, they soon fetched a bucket of water. It wasn't long before the baby had transformed back to his human form, crying in his father's arms. Kouyami was an Isonade, they had discovered. His mother was a pure-blooded Japanese, a person outside of the curse who have accepted the family curse in which his father was in.
They lived happily after that, his mother did everything she can to make the young lad feel accepted, even though Kouyami was always an outcast, always being the odd one out of the cursed bijus. Unbeknown to him, he was a monster. His freedom all came down when he struck the age of four - signs of a lust for blood became nearly obvious when he soon started picking out raw, bloody meat from the fridge. His parents were flabbergasted at this, but were convinced that it may be just a sign of curiosity for a toddler. It happened twice, and then the third time came when the boy continued. Fearing for their son's own good, they kept him away from the raw meat for more than two months.
With his lust for the need of blood, Kouyami did the unthinkable...
In a sudden berserk hunt-out for the undying need, the male walked away from the estate and wandered into the night-life of the city. Happening to walk into an alley, a man crept from within behind the seven-year old with a pocket-knife; and before the man had the time to stab Kouyami, Kouyami's eyes slitted into his shark-like stance and attacked the armed man. With the older man cornered down, the younger boy was able to grab the knife and mercilessly stabbed the man through the chest. It wasn't that he needed the taste of blood, he wanted to see blood.
Snapping out of his sudden blood-lust stage, Kouyami stared down to his bloody hands that screamed "bloody murder!". He was scared then, he ran back to the estate - but not his parents. Instead, he ran to a vacant room within the area and locked himself in there for a few hours, a conscience growing within him. CLICK! the door opened. A maid came in through the door, shocked to see the child, and immediately, she called the doctors. When the doctors came, so did his parents, the ran some tests on the boy, but found that no injury was found. It was later assumed that the boy murdered someone.
Because of his fast-growing stage of shark-rage, the doctors
Alone in that cage was tough for him, but somehow... company with himself soon helped him through the darkness. And that company? He didn't realize it, but that certain companion was to be his future other-half. Yeah, call him mentally insane, if you will. By the time of the end of his punishment, Kouyami was finally released, only to meet the warmth of the sun's rays. Splashed with joy, he began to meet some odd gazes consulting his eyes. One was different while the other was countered. How weird. A few days later, Kouyami began to experience that blood-lust want once again. Looking at the mirror of his room, his eyes widened at his sharpened teeth, and then - a voice echoed throughout his head:
Let me out...
What?
Kouyami jolted in surprise, but shock was the most featured expression. There was something about his eyes, and curiosity took over him. Closing his regular eye and leaving his slanted eye open for a mere moment, Kouyami immediately re-opened his regular eye. What exactly was that feeling he had just experienced? It felt as if something was taking over him. Experiencing some more, he closed his right eye and leaving his left eye open, the sudden need of blood was lost. Slowly, he knew that he wasn't normal... and he was definitely not alone.
It wasn't long before he started wearing an eye-patch, learning more of what and who was inside him. Kouyami was home-schooled by a strict private tutor, the fifth tutor whom had taught him - he had scared all the other tutors away for some strange reason. He was no doubt a fast and agile adapter in learning, but wasn't as fast when it came to new situations up-hand; and something totally new and different was about to change. In this present day, the blue-haired teen is finally facing high-school, the first year of school and being surrounded by students. However, there was a catch: if he was to ever kill an innocent victim or become close friends with a Brynhilduar, he'll be sent to the cage for all eternity.
L I K E S :
xx. strawberries & ice-cream
xx. birds
xx. befriending people
.<< blood & coffee
.<< sharks
.<< intimidating people
D I S L I K E S :
xx. bloodshed
xx. raw food
xx. pain
.<< no violence
.<< sweets
.<< strangers
F E A R S :
xx. the cage
xx. loneliness
xx. close friends
.<< being weak
.<< being easy to read
.<< letting down Kouyami
D R E A M S :
xx. freedom
xx. true happiness
xx. true friends
.<< existence
.<< to be strong
.<< to be of use
O T H E R :
xx. likes telling proverbs
xx. able to play the piano
xx. knack of making clothes
.<< is a lefty
.<< able to play the guitar
.<< able to do flips, aerials, etc.
R O L E P L A Y :
Kouji sat on the edge of a rock, one knee up to his chin as he watched the ocean waves calmly swoosh back and forth in pure thought; it was rare in times like these that he wasn't blood-thirsty and psychological. He cringed a little as many unwanted thoughts rose in his head like crashing waves that slammed in the back of his mind. It was a decision that he had to make. There was only two choices that might effect the lighter Kouji's life, and...
Letting the wind rush through his hair, he closed his one active eye, putting his chin on his knee as he wrapped his arms around his right knee whilst his left knee loosely hanged from the edge of the rock. What did it matter? No one cared about him... No one. The waves... - it sounded like bones being crushed in his twisted mind, not to mention the pouring amount of blood that scarred his mind ever so deeply. The taste...- he had forgotten the taste of blood. What was wrong with him? He wasn't himself, he knew.
One wouldn't want to get near this darker Kouji; he was unfriendly, rude, and harsh to all - including friends and relatives. No one could penetrate his heart of steal. No one, except maybe one who would burn it a little. He would ignore all words and throw them out into the pool of blood, but this time... it was different. Was he slowly changing by heart? Or was he slowly fading away out of existence? The two thoughts had frightened him of his change. The male stiffened, then relaxed;
Kouji released a dark, maniacal laugh, holding back all the anger and pain that he usually released whenever he had felt frustrated. It was his decision to make, and he finally decided. He was to get rid of the curse no matter what, even holding his own life at stake. Questions of 'how' and 'when' poured into his mind like steaming water. Honestly, he didn't know how. He wanted to know, yet... he didn't want to. Kouji didn't want to disappear, but it was for the lighter existence's own existence.
All... for him. The existence that deserved better, was, of course, the light. All the darker existence did in this world was create a bloody mess. A horrible, bloody mess that wasn't meant to exist. He wasn't meant to exist. Kouji hated everything on this earth; why did he even deserve to exist? Ha... - every time he ever thought about not existing, the words from his past continued to haunt him. He was born to help Kouji. He was born to protect Kouji. He was born to fight for Kouji.
At least, that is what this darker Kouji wished.
Was he selfish to do this without consulting anyone beforehand? Was he greedy to keep everything to himself? Kouji shook his head, only sneering in complete disgust of himself. He had no connections to anyone except himself. Pulling his palm into the air, Kouji stared at his own hand in guilt. Things he wished he could have prevent. Things he wished he could have corrected. The bloody pool he belonged was the best place for him to be in.
A place where no one would be harmed by his own hands. A world where only he could inhabit and no one else; Won't you be lonely? were his lighter half's kind words. Kouji lowered his hand and his head in deep thought as he pushed his blue bangs away without regret. He was able to answer any question he had faced, but... he couldn't face that simple question. "Ha!" the young boy laughed in pity. Of course I'll be lonely...
Letting the wind rush through his hair, he closed his one active eye, putting his chin on his knee as he wrapped his arms around his right knee whilst his left knee loosely hanged from the edge of the rock. What did it matter? No one cared about him... No one. The waves... - it sounded like bones being crushed in his twisted mind, not to mention the pouring amount of blood that scarred his mind ever so deeply. The taste...- he had forgotten the taste of blood. What was wrong with him? He wasn't himself, he knew.
One wouldn't want to get near this darker Kouji; he was unfriendly, rude, and harsh to all - including friends and relatives. No one could penetrate his heart of steal. No one, except maybe one who would burn it a little. He would ignore all words and throw them out into the pool of blood, but this time... it was different. Was he slowly changing by heart? Or was he slowly fading away out of existence? The two thoughts had frightened him of his change. The male stiffened, then relaxed;
Kouji released a dark, maniacal laugh, holding back all the anger and pain that he usually released whenever he had felt frustrated. It was his decision to make, and he finally decided. He was to get rid of the curse no matter what, even holding his own life at stake. Questions of 'how' and 'when' poured into his mind like steaming water. Honestly, he didn't know how. He wanted to know, yet... he didn't want to. Kouji didn't want to disappear, but it was for the lighter existence's own existence.
All... for him. The existence that deserved better, was, of course, the light. All the darker existence did in this world was create a bloody mess. A horrible, bloody mess that wasn't meant to exist. He wasn't meant to exist. Kouji hated everything on this earth; why did he even deserve to exist? Ha... - every time he ever thought about not existing, the words from his past continued to haunt him. He was born to help Kouji. He was born to protect Kouji. He was born to fight for Kouji.
At least, that is what this darker Kouji wished.
Was he selfish to do this without consulting anyone beforehand? Was he greedy to keep everything to himself? Kouji shook his head, only sneering in complete disgust of himself. He had no connections to anyone except himself. Pulling his palm into the air, Kouji stared at his own hand in guilt. Things he wished he could have prevent. Things he wished he could have corrected. The bloody pool he belonged was the best place for him to be in.
A place where no one would be harmed by his own hands. A world where only he could inhabit and no one else; Won't you be lonely? were his lighter half's kind words. Kouji lowered his hand and his head in deep thought as he pushed his blue bangs away without regret. He was able to answer any question he had faced, but... he couldn't face that simple question. "Ha!" the young boy laughed in pity. Of course I'll be lonely...
His kinder conscience coyly smiled at his reply.
We are born with only one wing; and we can only fly by embracing one another. Fly with me?
Kouji completely froze.
Who the... - why? Why with me? I have no d*mn wings... His one eye narrowed into a sadistic expression ,"Fly..." he whispered, letting his free word flow through the pounding wind ,"... you don't realize it, but... my wings burned to ashes. I'll only be a heavy burden. I won't help you fly. I'll only pull you down to the ground..." Kouji murmured, arching his back and closed his active eye shut ,"F*ck..." he cried in a soft moan ,"F*ck...!" the fourteen year-old repeated in a much more aggressive tone.
Kouji wanted to fly..; his eye snapped open in realization that his wings have not been burned just yet, but he was only letting himself get burned by the fire. Such an innocence that bestowed upon his lighter side. He did not dare touch it. How pure... how clean... - it only encouraged him to help destroy the curse and himself. My existence will only turn into dust... it'll mean nothing in the end.
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P A R E N T S :
.>> mother xx. ?
.>> father xx. ?
S I B L I N G S :
Brynhilduar, Davin .>> foster-sister.
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